Where do we go from here?

It's that confusion, where you think you have things pretty much sorted out in your head but then someone or something comes along and fucks it up. Why is it so hard to be happy? The truth hurts, like a bitch, but at least you know where you stand. At least then you can make an informed decision on how to proceed. There's only you to blame. Nobody is perfect. You shouldn't have to feel guilty. Shouldn't have to think 'even though I shouldn't have done that or said this'. Don't have any regrets. Do what makes you feel happy. I'm not saying disregard others feeling, just don't put theirs before your own so much.