Well that's not anything special. He tends to smile at me a lot nowadays; because he's happy, and if I'm honest I'm a little jealous.
I can't help but glance over at him from time to time. I don't even know I'm doing it until he glances up at me.
It all sounds so very stalkerish, but it's innocent I swear. I start off staring into space, not concentrating on anything in particular and then he's in focus. I come to, quickly averting my gaze.
But when he looks at me I get this fluttery feeling inside.
When we innocently touch, I get the strongest impulse to kiss him.
We barely talk, we have no need to, but when we do I feel like the only one in the room.
My entire body gets hot and he knows; I know he knows.
And I bet secretly he gets a kick out of it but I can't help myself.
I need this.
The thought of us together.
It's all I have. This crush. Because I missed my chance.
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