So much, yet so little has changed.
The moment has come where I can say I've given it my all.
I've tried to be strong, nonchalant, vulnerable, supportive and loving; but there comes a time when you just have to admit defeat, collect what's left of your dignity and march forwards in a different direction.
Today is that day.
My actions from this point are not meant to cause harm or upset but it's time to act my worth.
For him I've always been an option, and I've waited long enough for him to realise things that have been obvious to me all this time.
Time to refocus my energy.
In ten months time I want to be moving out of London, after having secured a new job and place to live.
A year ago I had to start thinking about me. It's time I reminded myself of that.
"When things aren't adding up in your life, start subtracting"
ANON
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