I get scared and feel so lonely
Time, my own body, my thoughts
I crave for a smidgen of control, but I have none
I just have these disjointed moments when I feel normal, happy almost, and then it's gone
Like being plunged into darkness and not knowing how long you're going to be there
They say 'keep your head up' and I reply 'easier said, than done'
Because when you just want it to be over, it's hard to look for the positives
You just see the end point moving further and further away from you
You're running and going nowhere, only sleep soothes the fear
But you can't sleep forever
Especially when your world is caving in
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